is it really so hard to move on? damn it! i take one step away and i find myself
coming back to you! ang hirap! i believe that everything happens for a certain reason! the problem is, i just can't find the reason for it.. it's harder everyday, everyday you strive to endure each moment and one strike.. all your efforts are wasted! am i really fooling myself in what am i now? can i really say that i'm really happy? am i? am i deceived by my own mask? are my smiles real? what holds me back so much!!!! i don't wanna take the blame anymore! why do i like to hurt so much! is this what i get, when i let my heart win?